January 2011
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A great conflagration surrounds me. The homes around me are burning down, collapsing the roofs and breaking the foundations. The smoke from the debris rises up into the night sky blotting out the blood red moon that shines over the scene. The screams resound in my ears as it ironically gives the dead night life. The smell of burnt remains is...
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After dinner. “Ah, we’re running low on food. We gotta restock.” Angel put out all the candles in the room leaving us in the dark. I heard Angel pull something out from under the bed. The room was brightened quite nicely by the lantern in her hand. Angel scooted me off the bed and asked me to pull the bed away from the floor. Oh,...
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Nightfall. Angel and I were back in her hut. “I’m going to make my second signature dish tonight! You’re going to love it.” I think I loved her more than her cooking, but then again anyone would choose her over her culinary skills. She’s so cheerful, I could barely imagine how she was when she was suicidal. “So,...
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Such a nice smell. I opened my eyes and saw Angel lying next to me in the bed. It took me a couple of seconds before I realized I was sleeping next to her. I yelped loudly and jumped out of the bed. “Mmm, you’re awake. You scared me witless when you fell down. Oh and if you’re wondering why I was sleeping with you, you were out...
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A bright light shone in my eyes. Am I dead? Is this heaven? I focused my eyes and found myself lying in a warm and comfy bed. Wow, heaven is pretty comfortable, I could get used to this. “Hey you’re alive!” I guess I was wrong. A girl came running up to my bed. “Gosh, I thought you were dead or something. You were pale white...
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I’ve gotten used to the pain now. My breath is still knocked out of me, but I can manage to remain conscious. I’m young, I can take the pain… But my stomach can’t can’t take the hunger. I ran out of food last night and now I’m picking up any fruits I could find, though they’re hard to come by. Such a...
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They could see through the darkness. I knew they could because they stared right at me with their burning red eyes, yet I’m still where I was when I fainted. Did they miss me or something? There were no small crevices to hide in or any wrong turns to take. It was quiet and dark. My eyes had adjusted to the darkness by then. I decided to enter...
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Why?! Why him? Why not me? Why did they take him away? My best friend… my only friend… It’s all my fault, that rock I picked up, it caused all of this! I looked at the rubble around me. My home has been ruined and my only companions is gone. At least it’s morning. I never really explored the surrounding forest because I...
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I felt warm and cozy. I was lying in my bed next to the fire in our hut. The pain was gone and so was my friend. He always goes out to get food from the forest around us, so I waited for him. We live in a small humble wooden hut. It’s dimly lit at night by a small fire. The walls are lined with animal skins, pretty rocks, and other...
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The sun was setting in the horizon. “Let’s explore it!” my best friend said. I knew we shouldn’t go, but my best friend convinced me anyway. “Don’t worry, my lantern will light the way and don’t worry about the oil, we’ll be out before it runs out.” It was a dumb idea, but I couldn’t refuse; he had our only light source to guide us back...
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There’s no escape. Misery follows me like my shadow. It’s always there, always tormenting me, always messing with me. It never stops. Happiness doesn’t work, it only gets me yelled at. I just end up hating myself even more and hating everything around me. The tears help me sleep easier. The movies let my mind escape for two hours. The mangas give me dreams of the lives I wish to...
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I must really love screwing myself over. I’ve been staying up til 12 every night drowning my stress away in games and videos only to wake up the next morning deathly pale and tired. It’s impossible to stay awake in class or to think clearly and logically. Because of that I screw up, everywhere. My exhausted brain fails to put discretion in my actions. Then I realize that today is going...
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How to Socialize:
1. I have to use my heart, not my head.
2. I have to leave my comfort zone.
3. I have to be vulnerable with others.
4. I have to learn a little about the person first.
5. I can learn about the person by observing and listening to them.
6. I have to go out of my way to reach out to someone.
7. I can talk about what we have in common with them.
8. I MUST not be afraid of...