This isn’t who you are
You didn’t go through 18 years of pain and suffering and work and dedication and investment to fly through life like this. I will not let you screw this up John just for your pleasures and fun. You have had enough and its time to focus on what you have to do. I will not tell you again, because by then, it will be too late, but GET YOUR FUCKING HEAD TOGETHER. You shouldn’t be afraid of the hands or the faces. You should be afraid of the impending doom you’re putting yourself under. Your future is on the line. Don’t ruin yourself.
